WOw~ it's been such a long time since i had my last xanga blog.., never thought of using my xanga again, but anyway...

i read some of my friend's blog through email and i know that quite a few of them are struggling with life and feeling hopeless. I hope this will help them find back that hope/Light. He's a really gd pastor, some of his teachings are very meaningful & true, from the word. Listen* to espiecially to his 'In-dept topical study'.

www.joncourson.com

umm~~.. havn't got on xanga for So long~..cos just no mood~......

anyway.. but when i saw talking/sharing on their blogs.. then i also wanto tim...

mmm~.. so .. how am i lately~.... i don't know myself actualli~.......... my brain is not functioning effecient enough for me to answer that question due to an allergy problem by excessive consumption of cocoa products~......

 actualli~.. @ the moment...... i'm actualli really blessed and should be happy~... cos actualli quite alot of things happening around me are quite gd~... everythings gd...... but i'm just so pessimistic~...... i tend to focus on what i don't have rather thanwhat i have........well~..... sometimes.. it all depends on my mood actualli~...sometimes i'm living in a positive period.. but rite now is my 'down hill'... kindof~......

anyway........... ~.... i used to didn't realli like abc.... for a long time...... since this feb i think..... or march....... yea i think would be march.. i thought all abcs are the same.. or at least mostly the same /similar... but my image bout them are changing now~... i think it's just the matter of age and type of people.. .. not all abcs the same...Some type can be so diversely( eee...i tink i spelt wong) gd~..........

anwayy.........

NOTE: i think it's stupid some friend thinks they know bout me and go judge me on my behaviour etc ...they knew me for so long, n think they know me but still they Don't!!~.... so, ppl shouldn't stand n judge on the way they think bout me so firmly before fully knowing exactly what's on my mind to why i say/do the things i do~...

i suddenly feel So exited about life~...when i see it multi-culturally... well it's not that i've just started seeing it this way and never did before.... but................. this time of the day, this very period i suddenly feel so excited when i see everyone around me in uni is so... errrr.. multicultural..............i soooOO wanna know more about the world outthere~..... i wanto DIG INTO IT as a dog who DIGS into the mud searching for the hidden golden bone he treasured for so long!!!!................errr......anywya.....lol.....

well actualli... i wasn't that interested in knowing other culture ppl... but now... so bad that most of my friends are chinese~... sigh~.. i wanna know so much more other countries friends etc~...... so bad that UNI ENDING THIS YEAR ONLY half year left~!!!............ omg... most ppl in my class are aussies..... dotn' realli care bout knowing them cos i know aussies already lol~.... know them.. how they are like, their culture, the way they think etcetc.......

so... i wanna know..... non-english speaking europeans.... italian.. SPANISh ppl etc........... OO~... there's only one guy in my class from either norway or spain i forgot.... mr.blonde and this other guy  i dotn' even know where's he from ..... anwyay too shy to approach~.... i think it's better to approach norway/spanish girls first...(incase he gets the wrong meaning if i act too passionate!! lol!!).........girls' probaly wouldn't think too much even if i act too passionate lol~... soo ~~>. good start........

OO~ i used to know this spanish girl from my class. she and her firneds group r SOO QIUoooOOOOO spanish guys are soo LOUD N NOISY!!... i admire their openess and sense of 'don't care how ppl think'....n enthusiasim....so bad they're living on Goldcoast.... though i still have her contact.. but~.....hard to alway find her from so far.. i cant' always go down~.....i think if i have fun with them i'm gona be soso shy~... i tend to feel realli timidating infront of western /european ppl~..... so it's gona be hard to communicate shi*........espeicalli when they're a bunch of them and one of me~.... ^^"""".... anyway................... stop thikning about it now.................let me focus on ppl in my uni~......